Claritytoo,

I don't know you in real life or anything, but moving away to isolate yourself doesn't sound like the best idea. To me you sound depressed, and isolating yourself will just worsen the depression. If you want to move for a change of scenery or to get away from certain people, that's ok. But totally isolating yourself will likely leave you to be even more unhappy. Days will run into weeks, and weeks into years. Life is short and you can never go back in time and relive the life you wasted. I think you should evaluate what is making you feel like isolating yourself, and go from there. A great way to fight depression is to find your purpose! Find something you enjoy doing, and start doing it. I think your mind would be a lot more clear with some goals and purpose, I know right now you are probably to deep in your deptession to realize this. I will pray for you and send you healing vibes!