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Originally Posted by secretgalaxy
I have gotten worse with SIing. Thankfully my T can't legally tell my mom about it, but I still feel like I can't put my whole trust in her anymore, just because she brought up the idea of telling my mom.
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When I SI, I just tell myself to fight the pain. The more pain I can fight physically, the stronger I am emotionally. Because of this, my cuts have gotten deeper but are not dangerous... yet. The biggest problem I have is that I don't want to stop. Why should I? I have tried other coping skills but nothing can beat this feeling.
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I am worried about myself, but as always, I pull through... just to do it again.
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Secret Galaxy
Have you told the therapist that you don't trust her as much as u want to because of her reaction?
She probably did not intend to hurt u like she did and if u tell her how yr feeling, she might explain her reaction in a way that helps u feel better about it.
If she's any good you should be able to sort out ur lack of trust so that you can either tell her how much u fear getting more out of control, or "sack her" and find a new one.
You can't go forward if u don't trust her, and u need a good relationship!
Regards
FT