Hi FireBird,

Have you been diagnosed with DID by a psychiatrist since the last time you posted this? She/he should be able to help you out with some of your questions. They may also be able to prescribe some meds that will help you with your depression.

If you haven't seen one, then I think you might want to start there.

Do you have a therapist? What does he/she say?

You might want to read up a bit on schizophrenia as it sounds more familiar to what you are describing.

However, we are not experts and only a professional can answer these questions for you.

Take care,

Petunia