hey how are you? I was out last weekend but that guy wasn't here, I've been following his band online though cos they had a new music video out last week. It would be nice but also upsetting to see him again, cos he's taken. I should be going out again in a few weeks though. I went with some people from a meetup group online, including a Tokio Hotel fan I met last year through the site I had for them.

Yes I've liked girls but I've only ever kissed a few, and that was years ago. I haven't had any chance to since, I'm still confused really lol, I just like whoever I like I guess. I loved two girls (just from online) and it didn't work out too well, both of them tried to kill themselves because of me...I'm just poison, I shouldn't even go near people.

I'm pretty sure I'm in love with a gay man. Again. I don't care except it kind of sucks for me, oh well. Not as though I ever had a chance anyway. I still love him, to bits. I always like the gay ones lol. You have to laugh.