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Old May 01, 2015, 05:09 AM
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Originally Posted by Captinbipolar View Post
That sound like me when I had to work with no sleep blackrose. I would always get angry manias after a week of it. They always made me a cooking machine for a week (I worked as a chef) then my hallucinations and delusions would show up. My last job (bad mistake but needed money) was a 2 am shift that went to 3pm every day weekends off. I couldn't sleep and went to bed at 12 almost every night. This went on for a month with a few days of somewhat sleep. I lost it. Flipped out on everyone and lost my job. So here I am in my moms basement trying to get better. I'm just learning what I can an cant do. That was a big no no hope your doing better today!
My rage today end up me pacing around in circles in front of my mum screaming out and chanting words that she yelled at me earlier and I carried it on. Plus I cycled to work with heavy metal music lol. I feel calmer now. In fact laughing over old ladies with saggy tits knocking peoples eyes out. Hahahaa. I am sorry about your job...I worked in burger king but spent 6 months of depression there. They asked what happened to the confident me during the interview? Well I for sure thought I just had depression then and didn't think I had extreme mood swings.