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Originally Posted by wheredidthepartygo
when my t was telling me about getting all the diagnostic testing done she said when we're getting tested we've got to have "me" out aka host me/"original" me and i'm like
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no offence i have no control over that haha also many of us... don't think we're not... "me"
if that makes sense?
most all of us don't have assigned names/titles yet and so we all answer to the body's name ("our" name)
and it's so silly cause i said the leader's the leader and the leader is the part that we all want to integrate into so i'm guessing when they mean "me" they mean the leader
oh terminology
i'm just worrying about something that hasn't even happened yet~~
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Wow, that's a hard one. I've had several host alters out through out my life to fit my life at that time? I can only tell when I look back into the past. Sometimes I don't think we have a host alter, like at our present, we have an alter for everything to deal with life. We just do it.
We have a conscience sense of life direction doing what we do, just living. Maybe this is why we didn't know what to do in the 1 year of college, nobody could agree on anything?
It's usually whoever shows up to do the deal deals with it. People don't realize that they are assigned or meet a certain alter that best relates to them or according the job needed all the time which makes this illness so hard to detect. Changes are so subtle or undetectable it goes unnoticed. At least in my case it does.
We even have my family fooled.