There's nothing wrong with being single. In fact, learning how to be happy(ish at least) and how to handle loneliness... is a good thing to learn.
I'm single. I live alone - have in fact just bought a house. Am I lonely? Yes, sometimes. Do I want to spend my life alone? No. I really don't, and I hope that someday I won't be alone. But can I live and enjoy my life while being single? Yes. Yes I can.
You aren't happy in the slightest, based upon any of your posts. No one else will make you happy; no one can fix you, or change your outlook on yourself, others, or the world in general.
That is all stuff you can and need to do by yourself, and it may be easier to accomplish that by focusing on being on your own. No one can really accept you when you don't accept yourself.
At the same time, we all need people in our lives. I know you have also had a lot of friendship issues, and that you think all the women in your city are terrible, but I've never heard you mention any male friendships? If you focus on simply friendship as opposed to a relationship, you might find yourself more content with what you have. Maybe.
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