Im not even sure how to put into words what Im feeling Im just tired I feel like I have no direction in life right now and I’m getting too old for this I’m going to be 28 soon and I have no degree no husband no kids and no solid plan just some ******** waitressing job. i was on meds for bipolar2 but i went off after moving back home after living in nyc. Ive always wanted to be a top fashion or celebrity makeup artist and I did get some jobs when i was in nyc but my illness was getting in the way I would be so depressed I could barley function much less do photo shoots (i am a good makeup artist btw) my plan was to come home and go to school but now i feel like theres isn’t anything worth going to school for i do have some fine art credits but I don’t know if I wanna get the degree (i actually can go to school for free because of military benefits) its hard enough for me to work full time much less work and school. Ive thought about legal assisting but I’ve sent out resumes and no response I want a real career but my only passions are fine art painting and makeup. Ive been to tons of schools as well and have struggled at every single one. I feel like I fail at everything. tired of meds that don’t really help much. I guess I’m looking for advice from someone who understands and has been there.