Thank you, hvert. That you think so too makes me trust myself even more that it really was strange. I do need more practice though.

When I wonder should I trust myself or not, I get a negative feeling inside of me that makes me feel guilty for even thinking this about someone. I am not sure why but its not a good feeling. Maybe this is part of why its so difficult for me. I dont know. Its like I dont trust myself unless someone else tells me its strange.