Thank you everyone for being so kind, I'm having kind of a rough day today. The dcf worker had to cancel yesterday to take on another case and I still haven't heard from her when my new appointment is. I just want to get it over with and move on to the next step.my boyfriend does feel very awful and responsible and has been doing very well thus far, I've been keeping contact with him thru phone calls and texts.
I was already having a rough day thinking how all I wanted this summer was to take my son to lakes or the beach as a family and now I'm cooped up in my apartment. But anyway while I was at work he texted me, he had a seizure from the withdrawal and I'm so worried and I hate that I can't do anything, I am very greatful that my son is okay besides having night terrors, which is kind of a new battle in itself. I'm trying my very hardest to stay strong, but it's so hard and with everything else that has happened in my life recently I just feel likeevery step I try to take forward, and all the effort I put in to push through I just get knocked back 10, and it never really makes a difference how hard I try. I just always get screwed. I'm just having a bad day but I'm trying and will keep doing so.