I don't know what to do, I'm still indecisive, after 2 years of emptiness from my husband. I'm scared of what's going to happen when I fully leave him. I'm slowly accepting the fact that he will not be with me anymore. That he will feel betrayed, and not want to be in our lives, probably..

I've been out looking for love and attention. I know I deserve it. while he is in denial of our separation, tries to get help with his issues and addiction to drugs. I've tried for so long after many tears, the cycle continues. It's so hard to leave someone after many years, many memories, but I Lost him 2 years ago, its too painful to linger anymore, for me and our baby's sake I got to move on, right? And is it wrong seeing this other man?

Am I doing the right thing? Everybody says I am. Except my soon to be ex husband, and me. I don't know I need reassurance. I'm numb