Thats the real question, and I dont know the answer. I'd be ok if I had support (um supervision), especially during the day but my friends are all worn out after 6 months of this ****. So's my partner. He says we'll get through it but is seeming to distance himself (which on one hand I want so I free to sui and not hurt him as much)...

I just dont want to be medicated to the eyeballs and sent on my way again, I still havent got in a good routine after the last admission. Also I have a friend in there and I dont much want to be in hospital with her, I'd never get any peace.

I dont know what to do. I spose I see how I deal this weekend without anyone, if I cant stay safe then I'll go in.

Thanks for the replies.