Hi ThisWayOut,

You know, if it might help calling your T.........she does sound very understanding so she really shouldn't see it as "bugging" her. And she has encouraged you to call before, right??!!
And it does sound like you've had a really hard week.........

Although (!!), this: "So on the one hand I figured out I may actually be worth something despite what my head says" that is excellent ThisWayOut!!!!
So good to hear!!!
Your mom..........well she has her own problems, please don't let what she said cloud this discovery. You really are worth something (a lot!!) despite her inability to confirm that for you.

And right now, the SH..........well all you can do is all you can do..........sometime the "memories" can really dig in, but you're doing great in trying different things to try to ease them, if you can just keep on trying/keep that focus........maybe as time passes.........sometimes they can get easier, given time.

And if it's real hard.......don't forget you can still call your T, or that we're here for you too.

And forgive me but I've just really got to finish off again with:
Although (!!), this: "So on the one hand I figured out I may actually be worth something despite what my head says" that is excellent ThisWayOut!!!!
So good to hear!!!



Alison