I know what you mean...I wonder about other people and if they ever get tired! It doesn't make any sense to me. Maybe it's just my temperament and I just happen to not need a fast paced lifestyle. I don't ****ing know. Then I sit back and think that I shouldn't be comparing myself to others, but that is so hard not to do. Perhaps you're right and people are just in the habit of keeping busy. I don't ****ing know. Ah! I feel like I had a point here, but now I'm just rambling haha. I know how you feel about feeling far behind everyone else. It seems like my friends and people I used to know do things. Well, it doesn't seem like it. They ARE doing things with their lives. And I'm still here in this same place. I wish I had some advice or insight that I could give. I just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone in your feelings. I know where you are coming from.