I am so sorry your appointment went so wrong. If your first appointment was this bad I suggest getting a new Doc.

Pdocs frequently leaves it up to the patient when it comes to medications. One of main reasons is because many psych patients are resistant to taking medications. By allowing the patient to be involved on what they take they are more likely to take it as prescribed. On the future of you don't know what to do tell them. I am horrible when it comes to medications. My pdoc knows this. Over the years she has made many recommendations. I don't think ih have agreed the first time. Sometimes it takes me months to agree to give it a try other times I never do. She knows if I am not ready to take something then it is useless to prescribe it. She trusts me.