I have:
Bipolar 1
Clinical depression
ADHD
Generalized anxiety disorder
panic disorder
OCD
Complex ptsd

I'm not diagnosed (im not self diagnosing either) but I think + wouldn't be surprised if I have
-Dependent/histrionic/borderline personality disorders
-also social anxiety

I'm think (actually im positive) I have these mental illnesses because of a biological/environmental/psychological omg....

Biological: im first generation in American and both my parents aren't diagnosed with anything.
-***But I'm 900% sure my dad has antisocial+narccistic personality disorders. If you knew him.. U don't even need to be a doctor to diagnose this.... .
-he was extremely abusive / no remorse / no guilt / manipulative / charismatic (he knows it too) / like I can just go on he pretty much is like master of disguise tbh and
-pretty much left an emotional scar in my mine (still have memories flashbacks every single day from over 3-10 years ago)
***-Mom: shows exact description of borderline personality disorder (probably more extreme/increased emotions from my dad)
-Her marriage was codependent for 20+ years
- I was gaslighted into thinking she's crazy
Anyways-- I probably have some genes passed onto me and that's why I'm unstable now (even as a child)

Environmental:
Witnessed/experienced lots of Trauma
-sexually abused 2 times as a kid (remembered 100%) // I think I was sexually abused way more than that though as a kid I just can't remember but I acted out a lot sexually in preschool and I guess that wasn't normal compared to what is normal... I was raped at 13. I was nearby when my mom was sexually abused a lot by my dad but I didn't understand at the time . .... I became hypersexual/asexual and was addicted to watching graphic videos at 8-9... Lost my virginity impulsively at 15 (did not have sexual or romantic attraction to boy) (felt disgusting) feel uncomfortable not only bc anxiety uncomfortable but sexually Uncomfortable . Etc
-I was hit a lot (punched kicked etc) but in ways so I don't bruise so it wasn't obvious. It was painful I think it's like as loud as screams on rollercoasters.. I saw my mom get beat up a lot several times when I was little. And as I got older (middle school/13)..
-for psychological that was literally every single day like 1,200+ days of being yelled at everyday and it lasts from "you're stupid" "shut up" for a minute to 1-2 hours of yelling and lecturing how pathetic and worthless I am ... Soooo that obviously prob took some effect on my esteem lol.,,....
Same with my mom
--Oh I had no friends I couldn't make any close friends or anything from preschool-now (most my friendships throughout my life were codependent friendships/I was very unstable extreme in them too) and so family life+ school life was horrible ..

Psychological: my coping skills were bad
Impulsive reckless activities as I came of age
Drinking alone in 8-9th grade
Self esteem was horrible (someone told me they think I have body dysmoprhia, looked it up .. 150% me lol) I could go on lol

-Earliest time I felt suicidal was 8-9 years old + Self harmed at 8-9 years old
-Earliest time I hated myself and felt like I was ugly was 4 years old

Okay anyways lol wow I wrote a lot I don't think anyone will read this but

I'm 17 right now and im still not okay

(((just recently got out of another codependent relationship of 2 years and was psychologically manipulated in every way and emotionally abused but it was more passive aggressive so it was hard to detect) (also he was the reason I overdosed -not intentionally- -was encouraged to smoke and drink even tho I said I was on 5 psych meds-) (also kept telling me to shut up while I was in a stupor). (Also dissociated -depersonalization for ONE MONTH after) (and threatens me /emotional blackmail/guilt/etc of if ever expose him) so that's pretty stressful and I relapsed into a really bad depression again and my therapist and I thinks he's the reason for my recent repressed memories showing up because he reminds me of my father and. I just got out.... ))))))

!!!but I'm better than before ...
Besides losing 10lb in one month
and having moods of feeling everything at once or nothing at all (like derealization/depersonalization)
and panic attacks especially when I'm triggered by the name (end up having chest pain) and
all these somatic symptoms
And not going outside for a month (like went outside once a week for 30 mins for groceries or appointments etc)
And sleeping too much 12-16 hours
Or not at all 18-48 hours no sleep straight
And not eating anything (less than 1 meal a day)
And feeling too tired to even go out with acquaintances yet I want to
And not being able to do things I like like guitar or watch a movie

I just feel like I'm wasting .
But I am better than before

I just am easily stressed

I would label myself as a hypersensitive person + an empath

Maybe codependent as well.

I kinda got off topic uhh...

Anyways what does everyone else have to share?