idk wth to do anymore ,ive come to the conclusion that im never going to be accepted in this world ,i know im saying things trying to clear my mind and i figure no one is listening ...other peoples problems are pretty clear to those on the outside looking in, i know big pity party right ? dont mean for it to be that way im venting bc im suicidal, but i want to atleast try to live with the hand i was dealt so i can honestly say i gave it my damndest but im feeling really weak right now...i hope im not living in vain smh i dont know how to be happy and i cant smile