I thought I was being choosier this time. Idk. While in my head I know that in reality, not all people are this way, its just really starting to feel that all people really are just selfish using assholes. I don't make friends easily. I don't trust a lot of people. Now I don't even want friends anymore. I'm 100% ok with being that loser that can honestly say I have no friends. Everyone is out to use me or **** me over. Friendship is over rated. Like really, if I could survive, and didn't have children, I'd seriously go live in a cave in the mountains somewhere and NEVER talk to another living soul as long as I live and be completely at peace and happy with that.