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Originally Posted by Hashi/bipolar mom
First thing is to say everything. Do you feel like you could do something rash again? Even though you think you might not act on it right now, could you possibly in a moment of bad judgement? All it takes is a second. Look at Robin Williams. I think it's always better to be safe than sorry. Screw the family and their opinions. I know as a mom and sister I would much rather someone go IP (whether or not I think they are attention seeking or not) than to have something happen because you were worried about my opinion. Hugs to you!
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I will talk to my T tomorrow and get it all out. I will do what he thinks I should. Im just afraid to talk about it. I know they've heard it all and blah blah but Ive never done something like this and Im ashamed of myself and how I feel and think.
I am impulsive. When I OD the two times...I wasn't afraid. And I wasn't afraid this morning either. I have to hide this from my family They don't understand. They were supposed to go on a trip and me be alone this week but it fell through so I have to pretend Im ok.