It could be both. I do this a lot. I have to rewind movies and tv shows. Thank god I have DVR. I know my meds can cause a little bit of a slow reaction and brain freeze. I also started doing it more after I stopped SIing. I think it might be a coping mechanism. I made up my mind not to SI, so when I want to I just space. It was bad when I was working, having to ask the boss to repeat himself sometimes twice. It's gotten better. I'm taking a not for credit course online to try and retrain my brain to pay attention for school this fall. So far it hasn't been too bad. They offer them at Hillsdale.
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RX and Daily meds:
Vraylar 1.5mg daily, Gabapentin 900mg daily
General Anxiety Disorder; Panic Disorder (unspecified); Borderline Personality Disorder; Schizoaffective Disorder/Bipolar Type; Fibromyalgia; Sleep Apnea
"putting on a brave face, trying to ignore the voices in the back of my head" - Gotye
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