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Originally Posted by hartbroken
I get manic, or maybe not full blown mania, but manic enough to do something stupid and now I'm down and depressed. I hate myself. I hate this life. It's a hard life and I don't see any way out.
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Your post really touched me. I am going through a similar situation where it is like "ok that was stupid but technically I am ok. No arrest of hospitalization so everything is fine but I don't truly believe it. It is like **** how many times before I learn. I can't keep doing this to myself. I can't keep letting people see me like this. I just want it to be over!