I got some new babies today! Very excited but the anxiety has been annoying all day.

I saw my pdoc and she said it was likely I would have a reaction after our session... yep I did! I had to put my babies in the field and they would not lead, so I had to carry them. Then they escaped out of the cage and I collapsed in exhaustion. Then I threw up for about 2 hours, crawling between the bath and the toilet! So yeah big reaction. I feel tons better now but still weak.

Mood is still good despite todays pdoc session, I feel like I am finally making progress