I haven't had a high in a while It seems that all I've been getting lately are the lows I've been noticing that I'm ignoring my routine hygiene, which is rare for me because I take showers every day when I get up.

I feel like crap lately

damnit I want my highs back! At least when I'm high, I turn into god and that the whole world belongs to me. at the rate I am... I'm the little ant trying to survive in this world