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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
For what it's worth I think you did the right thing, you sounded pretty bad last night, I haven't seen you like that in a while....the depression I mean.....
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i wont lie. coming over here put me in better spirits but idk how im gonna feel going back home. i woke up at 3am here and felt depressed. but part of it was cause of her in the first place. from the beginning.
i still feel depressed. part of me wants to end my life. part of me doesnt. for my dad.
im in a tough spot right now in my life. everything feels like its crumbling down on me with the loneliness. but its such a relief to not be home alone for one small time like this.

im so incredibly lonely
i just want everyone to know i love them here