((((Justy))))
Most things in life are not simple. Those are the things most worth fighting for or against....the hard stuff, the complicated things...
I am sorry you're going through so much and I really hope that you will seriously look into those treatment centers. I'm glad you're making a plan for the kids. This is something everyone needs to do once they've had children. Life is unpredictable, to say the least, and everyone needs to be prepared, so that's a good thing.
Take some time to care for yourself, sweety.
((Hugs))
Kimberly