What do you think it is? Do you think it's a paranoia thing? I mean, it can't be for me, I'm fine when there's people here but when I'm alone I have anxiety attacks that people are going to come and murder me, and aliens and all that stuff. It's completely irrational but I can't help it. It's not that I can't be alone, when I used to be alone in the city in my house it was fine because I had neighbours and people on the street but here in the country I just fall apart.