I'm constantly writing all the time. I'll ask for less Prozac I don't know. I know the long term side effects which is what I read when I was having an episode thinking I was going to die, contemplating calling 911, thinking my mom her bf wanted to kill me. People having fun and shouting my name. Surely it was wind disguised as sounds like voices but it was like 2am and my towns population is 700 people. I ran anyways in the snow in the middle of winter.

If anyone knows "Smilesandcries", she helped me during that time. I was starting to think and obsess about my brain stem being disconnected or about to be.

When I smoked weed, every cloud that I looked at was a picture of something instantly. It's definitely the psychotic symptoms because when I look while stable, it's 5 times slower but I'm sure I could see the whole sky as people etc. the water was orange and colourful. They probably dipped it in LSD but what ever..

I'm doing an English assignment and it's a few pages but its pretty damn good.

I'm good at English now but I think my math skills got killed on the left side of my mind saying Allahu Akbar or what ever.