Roll Call 62

I refuse die until I see a full solar eclipse

August 21, 2017.

Howdy ho. According to Facebook I'm 50% white trash. I laughed.

Hi Erti! Who says?

Lol a quiz I did on fb. It's silly.

Oh! Groan, I hate online quizzes. I rarely take them anyway.

Picked a bunch of tomatoes. The plants are dead because of the morning frost.



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Good morning, it's almost 4 AM here, just woke up

Good morning =]

2am, energy drink, Concerta.. At least it's not alcohol.. I could buy some but I'll wait until my psychiatrist/psychologist thinks I'm stable enough to have 1-2 beers. I already drank whiskey on a fishing trip and I woke up feeling great. Maybe because they reassured me from being delusional that night.

Going to study but I've been making that symptom chart thing. It was cool being in the room with the psychiatrist and they actually can see what I'm talking about by looking at the chart.

I'll study a few days with music and then I'll eventually get more work done and properly without music. Also building momentum so I get back into that routine getting up out of bed, making coffee, brushing my teeth etc..

I see some sort of a future.

That first cigarette in the morning makes me feel stoned but then I get a good feeling for an hour or so. I only smoke for focus and the slight euphoria with stimulants. It's not worth it. I just subconsciously buy them without paying attention.

Morning all!

Still feeling a bit off today, I was going to get a doctors appointment about my asthma flaring up but the ******* surgery is closed for a public holiday today. Just typical!

I've been fortunate enough to see two. First was in 1999 & it was eerie how dark it got. Second was in March this year, it wasn't quite a full eclipse but near enough.

Morning!
Enjoying a cup of coffee now that the kids are at school. Thinking of taking a nap before I work. I logged in and have about 4 hrs of work. Blah
Going to have to talk to my Pdoc. I've put on 20 lbs since starting zyprexa and haldol. I worked too hard to lose weight. I don't want the meds to make me put it all back on. Problem is that the zyprexa works so well for me. If literally saved my life. I don't know what to do about it.

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good morning. another rainy day here. not supposed to let off til the weekend. gotta work 11 - 6 today

Hope you and your doctor figure something out valley

I'm currently trying to lose weight

Morning guys, gotta get ready to leave for work soon. Wanted to say hi though. My dad hasn't been good, and that is going around in circles in my mind. He's been in the hospital since Friday night due to the results of his follow up ct scan. I'll spare the details, but it's not good. Hopefully he'll be transferred to his cancer center in Tampa today.

I accidentally licked my coworkers elbow yesterday, which thankfully, she and I are pretty good friends, or it could've been very awkward. Then at the end of the night, my sous chef and I were accosted by large amounts of nasty chemicals while cleaning the flattop together. Good times!

-8 degrees this morning.

Muslim immigrants wouldn't survive here.

I'm sorry about your dad Door

Sorry to hear about your Dad Door!

Cold! I love it. Jealous.

Sorry to hear about your father Door. I hope he'll be OK.

I have group today, blood work tomorrow and cat scan on my brain on Wednesday.

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I have group tomorrow.

Just watched Madea's Christmas on Netflix, and it was really good.

My Mum's up again today so we are going to dinner at this little Italian place. Should be good, looking forward to it!

morning
or afternoon

im not feeling too good again. i feel real tired and my throat hurts and chest is sore but part of the tiredness could be from my regular meds idk...

That sounds fantastic

I'm constantly writing all the time. I'll ask for less Prozac I don't know. I know the long term side effects which is what I read when I was having an episode thinking I was going to die, contemplating calling 911, thinking my mom her bf wanted to kill me. People having fun and shouting my name. Surely it was wind disguised as sounds like voices but it was like 2am and my towns population is 700 people. I ran anyways in the snow in the middle of winter.

If anyone knows "Smilesandcries", she helped me during that time. I was starting to think and obsess about my brain stem being disconnected or about to be.

When I smoked weed, every cloud that I looked at was a picture of something instantly. It's definitely the psychotic symptoms because when I look while stable, it's 5 times slower but I'm sure I could see the whole sky as people etc. the water was orange and colourful. They probably dipped it in LSD but what ever..

I'm doing an English assignment and it's a few pages but its pretty damn good.

I'm good at English now but I think my math skills got killed on the left side of my mind saying Allahu Akbar or what ever.