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Old Oct 01, 2015, 09:54 PM
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Originally Posted by CrazyLo View Post
Thanks.

I'm not completely starving myself. I'm just not eating quite enough. When I was anorexic I was so good at dealing with the hunger...sucking it up. Now I can't stand hunger and tend to overeat because of that. I've been eating small amounts of food about 5-6 times a day. And I've been walking every day. Haven't lost any weight, though.
That sounds so like me. I never felt hungry before now I never feel not hungry. But one thing I've noticed in retrospect is that every time I lose weight fast it trips off an episode. Sometimes I feel like my brain is saying; oh no you don't, if you're going to starve us we're going to go up or down to stop you. Usually mania first then the crash but sometimes just the crash.
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