Hi skeksi,
I have no community, I have no friends here. think that also doesn't help because I have no one to talk to, and I am having lots of problems here.
I feel worse ever day, I am having panic attacks that scare the hell out of me because I am afraid I will hurt myself.
This week I will be going to the doctor and maybe try to get some medication, and see how it is going with finding a therapist.

Hi spring2014,
I am sorry to hear that, are you doing any specific treatment for the trauma of the accident? Is it working for you?
And I am so sorry for your loss, I have lost two members of my close family in the past 14 months and it is so overwhelming... I honestly don't know hoe to deal with it... You have my sympathy...

Thank you so much for your replies, it means a lot to me.