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Originally Posted by Bayblue
I'm tired of struggling. I'm tired of trying to be present to the pain and to heal. I'm tired of the questions and confusion and doubts. I just want to go back to repressing it all, numb out and get on with my life.
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About 3-4 weeks ago I was in the same place. But I've found I can no longer repress it all and numb myself. I know this way is more painful, but it's also making me feel more alive.