My ex, is moving out this coming Friday. I am really happy about this given the facts of our past relationship. Right now, we are right back where we started, almost 8 years ago. If, I were to take him back (which is not about to happen) I would be right back to supporting him mostly. He only works about 25 hrs./wk. I work full-time, and support myself fine with or without him. I am better off without him, because, then I don't have the added stress of shelling out umpteen dollars, to support him. The entire time we were together, i paid most, if not all of the bills. I'm talking almost everything. He would drink most of his money away. He has cheated on me at least twice, that I know of for sure, many more times possibly. With men, and women. The men, I am not as sure about, although there have been things brought to my attention, by more than one person. I do not question this any longer. We're not together, and his sexual preferences, are none of my business.

He also, made me quite uncomfortable, sexually. There were things I absolutely did not want to do in bed, that I told him, i did not want to do, that he would continuously pressure me into doing. I cannot ever allow myself to be this vulnerable, or needy again.

The next time I fall in love, it will be with someone that can be the man that i truely need, and want. I'll never settle for anyone, ever again.

That's it. Just had to get it off my chest. Thanks, everyone who reads this.

Peace and Love
Bri7