My primary issue is anxiety, and now with not having any support, it has gotten worse.

Today, I went to see my advocate. He drafted a letter but then having thought about it, I would never get the outcome or "happy ending" I want. It won't make a difference receiving an insincere or otherwise half hearted apology from the people running Autism Initiatives and even if I could sue them, I would not have won anything. I'm a bit stuck, however.

I could have still used a helping hand in regards to my anxiety. Sadly, it always means getting used to new faces and people quitting their job. Nobody with loneliness wants to put up with that when they are depressed. It is annoying when professional commitments get in the way of your own feelings. But I miss Sara.

Since Sara and Joanna left, complaining about my treatment is not going to matter at all. In the end, I would have achieved nothing by getting my advocate to post that letter anyway.