The anxiety really is the worst; I'm going on antidepressants for other symptoms but whilst I doubt there's any chance of it working for those, I'm actually really hopeful that it will lower my anxiety. Have you spoken to your doctors/psychologist/etc. about possibly going on meds to control your anxiety? Personally I've always hated any thought of being on medication, regardless of what it's for, but I really think this may help me and it could be a possibility for you if you ask.