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Originally Posted by roboanxia
I'm not sure what your T wants.
The part about this timeline not being real brings up ontological questions about what it means to "exist". This looks like a good start.
Existence (Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy)
Maybe if you study ontology, you can stump God.
Out of curiosity, would you say this is something you feel or something you believe? When I was psychotic, I felt a lot of things that I didn't necessarily believe. |
he gave me a "homework" where he wanted me to write down what kind of things i was experiencing since i can't say it out loud or couldn't at the time. AM won't let me talk about it out loud. just thnking about it is making me seasick, i'm terrified of the next session.
it's a lot of both feeling and belief? i don't know. i've always felt intrinsically damned, so it makes sense that i literally was in hell all along. the closest i get to not believing it these days is
wanting to not believe it. there's really only one way to find out if it's true though and i'm trying to stall that.
i do try to outwit him sometimes but he has no room for humor unless it's his own, the big baby.