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newtus · Nov 09, 2015 at 06:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Shmooey

Are you supposed to take three xanax at a time, or will it make you run out of meds early again? I know how much it sucks to run out of meds and don't want to see you suffering again.

im supposed to take 4 throughout the day but since i havent been on meds i took 3 to calm me down. ill take the 4th one at night when im going to bed.

newtus · Nov 09, 2015 at 06:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Septembersrain

That's the same dose I take. Mine is only as needed though so I rarely take it unless I'm at work. My job causes bad anxiety.

It seems like I grow a tolerance to it very quickly so I have to stop taking it for a while or I'll need an insane dose.

How much do you usually take, is it daily?

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4 pills a day daily

newtus · Nov 09, 2015 at 06:33 PM

i got a refill with these meds

roboanxia · 07:09 PM

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Originally Posted by psycho mantis

i'm trying to put together that summary of what i'm experiencing for my t, does it seem ????? coherent ? idk

I'm not sure what your T wants.
The part about this timeline not being real brings up ontological questions about what it means to "exist". This looks like a good start.
http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/existence/
Maybe if you study ontology, you can stump God.

Out of curiosity, would you say this is something you feel or something you believe? When I was psychotic, I felt a lot of things that I didn't necessarily believe.

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Originally Posted by Septembersrain

It seems like I grow a tolerance to it very quickly so I have to stop taking it for a while or I'll need an insane dose.

How much do you usually take, is it daily?

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I personally don't get the withdrawal phobia. It's like 3 days of hurricane, which I don't mind if I'm free, followed by better off without that crap.

Septembersrain · Nov 09, 2015 at 07:00 PM

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Originally Posted by roboanxia

I'm not sure what your T wants.

Out of curiosity, would you say this is something you feel or something you believe? When I was psychotic, I felt a lot of things that I didn't necessarily believe.

I personally don't get the withdrawal phobia. It's like 3 days of hurricane, which I don't mind if I'm free, followed by better off without that crap.

I just start to build a tolerance which means I start to need bigger doses. Less of an effect so it'll require more pills. Luckily I don't get any withdrawal symptoms though when I do decide to lay off.

However with the anti depressants, I just get really bad IBS-D symptoms once I stop them. Lasts about a week.

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Nov 09, 2015 at 07:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Wow. What the hell...

*is never mentioning any religious word on roll call ever again*

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Welcome to the turbid, turbulent philosophical ideas that keeps the brain cells warm and tension tightened. All of our most cherished beliefs may be plagued with doubt. At least if one is honest with themselves...

There are proofs for it and against it.

Nov 09, 2015 at 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

yes it does but it doesnt help me sleep.

Treat yourself right with a giant mug of hot chocolates with those little marshmellows and enjoy a movie. I watched Tron Legacy. Next on my list is Hackers. We could have a next fix movie night, preferably Netflix. Then we could all talk about it's themes and how we can relate.

Nov 09, 2015 at 07:38 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

what does that mean?

You crack me up, Newtus.

Nov 09, 2015 at 08:02 PM

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Originally Posted by roboanxia

I'm not sure what your T wants.
The part about this timeline not being real brings up ontological questions about what it means to "exist". This looks like a good start.
Existence (Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy)
Maybe if you study ontology, you can stump God.

Out of curiosity, would you say this is something you feel or something you believe? When I was psychotic, I felt a lot of things that I didn't necessarily believe.

he gave me a "homework" where he wanted me to write down what kind of things i was experiencing since i can't say it out loud or couldn't at the time. AM won't let me talk about it out loud. just thnking about it is making me seasick, i'm terrified of the next session.

it's a lot of both feeling and belief? i don't know. i've always felt intrinsically damned, so it makes sense that i literally was in hell all along. the closest i get to not believing it these days is wanting to not believe it. there's really only one way to find out if it's true though and i'm trying to stall that.

i do try to outwit him sometimes but he has no room for humor unless it's his own, the big baby.

roboanxia · Nov 09, 2015 at 08:18 PM

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Originally Posted by psycho mantis

it's a lot of both feeling and belief? i don't know. i've always felt intrinsically damned, so it makes sense that i literally was in hell all along. the closest i get to not believing it these days is wanting to not believe it. there's really only one way to find out if it's true though and i'm trying to stall that.

The only way? Wouldn't you agree that if your reality contradicts itself, then it cannot be real?

Nov 09, 2015 at 08:34 PM

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Originally Posted by roboanxia

The only way? Wouldn't you agree that if your reality contradicts itself, then it cannot be real?

how does death being the only real way to find out contradict it? i'm pretty tired so i'm not in my best Philosophizing shoes. but it doesn't really make a difference if it's real-real or fake-real when i'm smack in the middle of the experience. i don't mind either way as long as it doesn't interfere with my life, and until AM started speaking again it didn't. it was just a weird but harmless personal creation and afterlife belief.

Nov 09, 2015 at 10:04 PM

My lips are always chapped and scabby
I can't find it in me to put lip balm on
Days like these I'd rather go around with scabby lips

Door2015 · Nov 10, 2015 at 01:22 AM

Kori, I love your gif(?) It freaks me out though sometimes. I keep wondering why this woman is attacking a girl with a butterfly.

Door2015 · Nov 10, 2015 at 01:30 AM

Hi guys, it's super early again, so it's the perfect time for me to have conversations. I returned Sunday late at night from my sisters house. It was a great time. Learned how to play spacecrew. Got to hang out with my family. My dad is doing very well for the time being. I'm thankful for that, and really proud of him. Had some wonderful Mexican/Cuban/Vegetarian food and a hello kitty ice cream cake with chocolate brownies. Took traditional pictures with the bear. And accidentally left my favorite homemade t-shirt up there. I suppose that's a down payment on thanksgiving. I hope to interact with you guys soon.

Atypical_Disaster · Nov 10, 2015 at 08:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Door2015

Hi guys, it's super early again, so it's the perfect time for me to have conversations. I returned Sunday late at night from my sisters house. It was a great time. Learned how to play spacecrew. Got to hang out with my family. My dad is doing very well for the time being. I'm thankful for that, and really proud of him. Had some wonderful Mexican/Cuban/Vegetarian food and a hello kitty ice cream cake with chocolate brownies. Took traditional pictures with the bear. And accidentally left my favorite homemade t-shirt up there. I suppose that's a down payment on thanksgiving. I hope to interact with you guys soon.

Hi Door!

I woke up at 3:00 this morning lol I just stayed awake because coffee is a nice thing.

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cogladaid · Nov 10, 2015 at 08:22 AM

Ive slept a total of 14 hours since Friday. Mwhahahahahahah

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Door2015 · Nov 10, 2015 at 08:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Hi Door!

I woke up at 3:00 this morning lol I just stayed awake because coffee is a nice thing.

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Good morning! That sounds like something I would do. Coffee is what I look forward to about mornings. And breakfast. Breakfast is my favorite mealtime. I once asked my grandmother about how she reconciles her being a morning person while my grandfather wasn't. She basically said, I let him sleep and I get up and do whatever I want. That left an impression on me.

Hope your morning continues to be well!

Atypical_Disaster · Nov 10, 2015 at 08:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Door2015

Good morning! That sounds like something I would do. Coffee is what I look forward to about mornings. And breakfast. Breakfast is my favorite mealtime. I once asked my grandmother about how she reconciles her being a morning person while my grandfather wasn't. She basically said, I let him sleep and I get up and do whatever I want. That left an impression on me.

Hope your morning continues to be well!

Thank you. I love mornings so I didn't mind getting up so early. I feel at my best in the morning hours.

and lol I'll eat breakfast food for lunch and dinner true story ha ha ha!

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Blue_Bird · Nov 10, 2015 at 08:52 AM

Cancelled my ride to group today, just honestly don't feel up to going. I have to b there tomorrow anyway for 2 appointments.

Nov 10, 2015 at 08:53 AM

i'd like to thank god, jesus, and the subterranean computer complex.

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Anonymous50123 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 09, 2015 at 10:04 PM #952 My lips are always chapped and scabby I can't find it in me to put lip balm on Days like these I'd rather go around with scabby lips

Door2015 Grand Poohbah Member Since Jan 2015 Location: Florida Posts: 1,703 9 5,682 hugs given	Nov 10, 2015 at 01:22 AM #953 Kori, I love your gif(?) It freaks me out though sometimes. I keep wondering why this woman is attacking a girl with a butterfly. __________________ The wound is where the light shines through. ~ Switchfoot

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 9	Nov 10, 2015 at 08:22 AM #956 Ive slept a total of 14 hours since Friday. Mwhahahahahahah Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,500 (SuperPoster!) 11 15k hugs given	Nov 10, 2015 at 08:52 AM #959 Cancelled my ride to group today, just honestly don't feel up to going. I have to b there tomorrow anyway for 2 appointments. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Anonymous200440 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 10, 2015 at 08:53 AM #960 i'd like to thank god, jesus, and the subterranean computer complex.