Shezbut,

Wow, you are in a seriously dark place compared to posts that I've read by you in the past. I'm so sorry about that.

I see you're in Rochester, MN: the short, cold, gray days probably aren't helping a heck of a lot.

Just want you to know that I saw this post, I hear your frustration and pain...and wish I could make it better for you.

Sending you hugs.