yes, im taking anti anxiety meds, antipsychotic meds (low dosage, with the goal of making me sleep) and yes i drink too much but i dont know how to cope every day. i start drining at 9 am when the day at work starts. im so tired and fed up with everything, disgusted by having to live yet another day. and yes, this all makes me say things before thinking it might be bad or i better not say them.... im just so tired you know?