Let me say that I am not very manic but very intuitive during this phase. I would like to share a weird story in the Casino where I work part time.
A week ago I had a player who was very strange and had no documentation (passport or social), so he was refused a partial payment($1000). First, I had a weird feeling about him and I could not figure out why! He was extremely lucky and won a few thousand. He was also a very poor tipper. He was calm and showed no emotion. A chain smoker. The interesting thing about him was he always bet 13 dollars and he was very lucky(won 3 jackpots which is statistically insane). I had a strange idea that maybe he is casing out the place for a later attack (during Christmas). Now I looked into my numerology system and book (I am writing) and here is the 13.
"Contrary to the popular belief this is not an unlucky number. It is complicated to understand but ancient writings state that whomever understand this number will be given great powers. The number symbolizes change of plans and locales, it represents power but if it used improperly it can destroy the beholder. The pictorial representation is the skeleton and perhaps this is why it always had a misunderstanding from the neophytes. It warns of the unknown and unaccepted."
So, I am off onto medical leave after the 15th when I see my pdoc. See the place in Jan 2016 I think he was just a "messenger"... P.S. The source of this info about the 13 is from a very old and reliable Master's book.
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Cyclothiamia - on Depakote with occasional Thorazine for severe insomnia.
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