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Let me say that I am not very manic but very intuitive during this phase. I would like to share a weird story in the Casino where I work part time.
A week ago I had a player who was very strange and had no documentation (passport or social), so he was refused a partial payment($1000). First, I had a weird feeling about him and I could not figure out why! He was extremely lucky and won a few thousand. He was also a very poor tipper. He was calm and showed no emotion. A chain smoker. The interesting thing about him was he always bet 13 dollars and he was very lucky(won 3 jackpots which is statistically insane). I had a strange idea that maybe he is casing out the place for a later attack (during Christmas). Now I looked into my numerology system and book (I am writing) and here is the 13. "Contrary to the popular belief this is not an unlucky number. It is complicated to understand but ancient writings state that whomever understand this number will be given great powers. The number symbolizes change of plans and locales, it represents power but if it used improperly it can destroy the beholder. The pictorial representation is the skeleton and perhaps this is why it always had a misunderstanding from the neophytes. It warns of the unknown and unaccepted." So, I am off onto medical leave after the 15th when I see my pdoc. See the place in Jan 2016 I think he was just a "messenger"... P.S. The source of this info about the 13 is from a very old and reliable Master's book.
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You were sent a sign. Now you need to figure out what the sign meant.
Are any animals appearing to you also?
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No, but I "communicate" with my cat
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Cyclothiamia - on Depakote with occasional Thorazine for severe insomnia. Last edited by TimTheEnchanter; Dec 07, 2015 at 09:56 PM. |
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I still haven't figured out what are signs/sensitivities /abilities and what are delusions
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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I would tell this story, exactly as you told it here, to your pdoc.
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Bipolar I; ADD Abilify 10mg Escitalopram 20mg Amphetamine Salts 30mg / day Zolpidem 5 - 10mg prn for zzz |
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I am sure it is a mind projection. I hate to work around Dec and I am a little uneasy with the crowds, I always get elevated mood in Dec. it makes it easier if I am off(first Xmas in 10 years. I m getting lithium ANYWAY. to go further I even reported this to the FBI.
![]() ![]() I will tell him(pdoc) in some shape and form....I will likely be on med leave 'til Jan 2016 YAY!
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Cyclothiamia - on Depakote with occasional Thorazine for severe insomnia. Last edited by TimTheEnchanter; Dec 08, 2015 at 10:40 AM. |
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