The holidays are such fun arent they? (Insert sarcastic tone)

Im going to the in laws for the holidays. There I have had my meds stolen by junkies, have no bed to sleep in (couch if im lucky) so never get the closeness i need from my fiance at night.

I feel out of place, my routine gets mashed dont eat until 10 pm which is bedtime and as i said no real place to sleep. Then everyone is up early like 6 am early and generally under these circumstances i sleep late so everyone waits for me. Making me feel bad by calling me lazybones or sleepyhead. Sorry for needing sleep.

Also fiance reverts back to bad behaviours childlike and other things.

I am dreading the holidays. So I get you, I hear you and can relate.