I cottoned on to the DID thing just over a year ago. I still doubt it at least 18 times a day - despite the growing mountain of evidence! Sometimes part of me will be furious at my T for refusing to acknowledge what is going on or the parts of me he's met, at the same time as Im laughing at myself for thinking I have a mental health issue I don't even believe in.

From my experience, and from everything Ive read on here, in books, etc etc - Is that life feeling unreal is a part of the DID deal. Now Im trying really hard to be ok with and just accept that I don't have a clue what is real or not. Its not working, but thats what Im aiming for!