Hello there. It's a pleasure to meet you!

As someone who also suffers from Depression, I can agree with Actiongirl that we all get like that sometimes. I have people who care about me, just like how you've said that people like you. They care about you. If they got to know you and they still like you; that means they probably don't see your "flaws" in the way that you see them. They probably don't even see flaws. Sometimes we over analyze things and we think about about subjects too much. Which alters our perception of them and we begin to bend the facts and we start reading in between the lines even though there was no deeper meaning to begin with. The same thing goes for thinking about people and ourselves. When we think about ourselves and the things we've done way too much, we begin to bend how things actually went or interpret it completely differently to how it actually was or anything else along those lines.

If you were a terrible person in the past, and you feel bad for it now, that just means that you've learnt from it. I used to be an awful, selfish person when I was younger. But I changed. I regret the things I had done and said, but that's all past me now. If you had done something similar, it's all over now, there's no need to be worried about it anymore. You're different now.

Thank you for reading and I hope you feel better soon!