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Old Dec 15, 2015, 11:18 PM
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Originally Posted by CassyO View Post
I cottoned on to the DID thing just over a year ago. I still doubt it at least 18 times a day - despite the growing mountain of evidence! Sometimes part of me will be furious at my T for refusing to acknowledge what is going on or the parts of me he's met, at the same time as Im laughing at myself for thinking I have a mental health issue I don't even believe in.


From my experience, and from everything Ive read on here, in books, etc etc - Is that life feeling unreal is a part of the DID deal. Now Im trying really hard to be ok with and just accept that I don't have a clue what is real or not. Its not working, but thats what Im aiming for!

I tried to get my old T to recognize this forever and he ignored it which put me and the system over the deep end I don't know how many times because they were screaming to be heard. Now I have a t that specializes in DID and I am the one that continues to deny it up-and-down when she is trying to get me to work with the system over and over and over again. I am waiting for her to fire me that she is so frustrated LOL

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