((((((((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))))))
I think it's natural when we are uncomfortable talking about deep things that are painful to try to change the subject. It is not unusual for us human beans to do that. Take some deep breathes and give yourself time to focus and think about what you want to say....even when it's difficult. I know you are doing the best you can love.....you WILL do just fine!
Love & Hugs
sabby