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Lately I have been finding things stashed away bought when on the way "up"
Sometimes it's awesome (wow when did I get this bag of expensive makeup!? Score!)
Other times its like omg what was i thinking
Yikes! Lol
But I didn't expect to feel sad.
I liked, LOVED that feeling heading up
But now I'm looking back like wow
What a bunch of wasted time
Hard on my family
Hard on my brain...my life
I think about the hospital now and idk
I never want to be there again
Not for all the I'm walking on sunshine mania in the world
So much regret
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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