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cashart10,
I, too, feel everything quite intensely; pleasure, pain, sadness, loss, regrets. More and more, I feel like it hurts to live, but as emotionally uncomfortable as my life is, I don't want to give it up. "The joyful participation in the sorrows of life", is how Joseph Campbell described it.
I'm not a religious person or even spiritual. I don't know why we're here and I don't know why we die. But it's life and I'll take it.
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Treatment resistant rapid cycling/mixed state/C-PTSD/non-restorative sleep
Barely hanging onto my life.
For sleep:
Calcium Carbonate/Magnesium Carbonate
1 grain of desiccated thyroid(60 mg)
4 grains of desiccated thyroid/a.m.
Rx testosterone injections for low T + several nutritional supplements
Mediterranean style diet/moderate carb, high protein.
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