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Old Jan 24, 2016, 11:14 AM
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And who really does? 99% of this world's population exists to complete their cradle-to-grave biological life cycle anyway.

As for the improvements you can't see, sometimes not sinking any further into depression is the improvement. I know this is cliché, but truth is you need to allow yourself to celebrate the small victories before aiming for the big ones.
Before my more severe mental health problems hit, I had the intention of helping people. Not at a global scale, but on the individual and community level. I was in grad school to be a social worker, and it really gave me a sense of purpose. My cognitive and memory issues will make it difficult to pursue this path again. I want to believe I can do it, but training for work shows me that I retain very little of what I learn and that it will be extremely challenging for me to perform at an academic level. I am incredibly intelligent, intellectual, but my mind doesn't work like it did prior to my first episode at the end of 2010. After getting my masters, I intended to get a Ph. D to contribute to the knowledge base and perhaps teach at the college level. I really feel like I've lost so much, but hopefully it can be regained and my life plans can become a possibility.

Small victories. I guess getting a job. Though its well below my educational level. Its a job I enjoy though.

Where does memory issues and identity issues fall in the spectrum of mental health issues? There don't seem to be specific disorders for that, except for Dissociative Amnesia.
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