back ... today was **** fuking **** really really ****

I did not pass my exam which made me feel like a worthless piece of **** .. and of course I did not take it when I don`t think I studied even 1 hour in total for it ..

What pissed me off is that I asked a so called friend .. for help .. Told him to keep me a sit near him for the exam so he can help me out he said ok ..

And when I got into the room I had no place to sit .. but yeah its not his fault that I failed my exam but yeah " friends "

Saw the girl today and I got the feeling that she ignored me a little but towards the end we exchanged looks and talked a little so ...

On other news
I am the point of a nervous breakdown , almost cried when my mother asked how the exam went

So today is **** really really **** .. I took 2 sleeping pills hope they kick in soon