I'm not talking about the intensive spiritual hospital you are referring to in this post. I would highly recommend that though. I've been there. If you do that, I would recommend being diligent in your faith and even in the usage of your language. You are not possessed by demons and satan is not attacking you. Instead you have a mental illness that you will likely deal with your entire life.

I've been down that road before. I believed I was possessed and when demons were expelled from me I was healed. When I believed that, I thought I was bad and that I was weak. I am none of these things and neither are you. The prayer there, OMG, is intensive and powerful. And they lay hands on you and speak in tongues.

The thing I am referring to in this thread however, I am wondering if it is pagan and unreasonable or if it could indeed help me by adding light to my darkness (something that sounds perfectly sane to me).